Well, today is the day..
Chemistry practical..
Yesterday, I was waiting for his text wish me all the best,
I entirely guess that my insecurities were kind of get to me.
I was in pain of it.
Little of bit of that cause me to be in doubt,
I was hurt because of that.
But I only listen, IT IS my decision whether to let it get the best of me,
I talked to Abby about it,
It was selfish of me to not see it that a down-to earth person like Abby didn't get any wishing from him.
Sleep always do me good for next day.
I went to sleep early yesterday night after a 2 hrs of tuition.
I was exhausted.
This morning, what I didn't know that is that I got text from him at 2320
I fell asleep at that I guess,
Exhaustion really get to me easily after my system sort of immune to the drug, caffeine.

Now. I sort have to apologies to Abby about my selfishness of not looking at her point of view.
Hope everything goes well for me. :)
Keeping my fingers cross...