Like Franny said,

SUCK IT UP! You seriously fucking don't need him!

Well, is true I don't need him in my life.
Because yesterday, I was hoping at least to have a good time with him.
Have decent conversation.
But in the end, he treated me like I don't exist right there when I was standing right new to Abby while she was talking to him.
Deep down in my heart, it really kills a lot when he ignored me the whole time.
When I arrived at the party with Abby, I was keeping my fingers cross hoping things are normal like we used to way back went.
But, every time there's an opportunity for me to start a conversation, words just keep slipping out of my mouth.

It just sort off preventing me from saying something stupid and ended making a fool out of myself or even worse offending him.
It really hurts me when I tried so hard, every opportunity to talk to him. In the end, I make the first move but things always go in a circle back to starting point.
Let's just be friends.
A phrase I heard it lots of time.

Most of the time, I felt frustrated when he confined to Marie,Abby or Shannon. or probably slip something out on asking how I was doing and etc...
Then I decided, from today onward.
I'm NO LONGER have any Link with him..
Yes I felt sorry and pissed at myself for putting him at such hard position.
Which makes things really complicated.
No ending to all this crap.

I blocked him from facebook, I deleted his contact from my cell, No texting, no calling, no checking on his page. --> (I'm NOT A STALKER BITCH!)

There's no possibility we can go back as friends.
Not EVER!