Miss You

Telling myself,

I'm able to pull it through,

No matter what the circumstances,

I have the drive,

I have the support

That was before,

Midst of insecurities succumbs me,

Reflections, reflections

Deflections on countless faults,

Till you let me go,

Felt myself like a charity case.

Now,

miss you whole heartedly,

miss your endless support which strengthens my faith

miss your vibrant sarcasm which only you have the guts to pull it through

miss you getting on my nerves to the point when i'm not hogging on by stress,

miss your bear crush hugs that make me felt safe,

miss your sense of humour that at least make me get through the bad day,

miss the advise giver in you when I have to make a tough choice,

miss you being my listener when i needed to break the ice of bottling up,

miss exchanging exciting tales with you,

miss your warm energy when indeed i felt cold and deserted,

miss how you answer my questions with patience when i have problems on the subject,

Truth?

I never doubt you for a moment,

I slowly opened up to people because of you,

I grateful to have you are in my life

I glad to have great friend like you.

You're always on my mind,

I knew I could count on you no matter what

Yet

I took things for granted,

Things are different between us now,

Everyday the same routine,

When will there be us again?

(Dedicated to an anonymous)