Today, having a study group with abby's place with shannon was worth every single hour.
However, I discovered something that really broke my heart literally.
He has never sincerely make the first move to ask how I was
It was because Abby's ask him to.
It was a favour asked by Abby..

Seriously you don't have to talk to me at all,
Its not like I really matters to you
We're no longer friends,
So stop communicating with me,
I don't really care about me getting hurt because what happened to us
I have more things to worry about then our relationship and I don't see you in my life anymore.
I'm giving you a chance not to see my face as a reminder of how I'm putting in such a difficult position
And you don't have to take such a emotional toll on the problems because I'm out of your life.