knowing that you never want to see me breaks my heart.
hiding behind the pillar, watching your beautiful back
which I used to lay my head on. gesturing in comfort.
Now, in my autumn wear,
knowing i could never have you,

Couldn't bear the pain any longer,
I walk away from that spot turning my back onto you.
knowing that,
there's no hope between us.

deep in my heart,
hoping the pieces of my heart
are able to transmit into your guts,
hoping that, you'll hold me in your arms once again
and never letting me go....