10 reasons to move on and get on with your life.
1. you gotta let the next happiness coming into your life.
2. smile and stay strong
3. you are yourself and no one can take that away from you
4. everyone is special in their own way (comparisons are out of bounds bitches!!)
5. you have the support of your friends and family.
6. be appreciative of every moments in life.
7. remember who you are and never stray fro your principles.
8. just be yourself because that's where the beauty of yourself comes from
9. unique? yes you are
10. emotional, physically, mentally strong... :)

wow...2011 just flew by just like that...
I still remember I detested on going to college, right here in the city..
I never like it..
In the end, I reflected back upon myself where my first love story, my first heartbreak, my first love, and how it affected me throughout the year..
I'm really grateful for everything and all the people I've met.
They've helped me so much...and I got through my insecurities...gave me a new perspective.
I love them very much no doubt..

Happy New Year 2012 peeps! :)

I just came back from my vacation..and it was awesome!
Its being just a long time since i been on a vacation outside out of my state...
I love to travel but sometimes my high school are lil crazy when it comes to popping up extra classes during the holidays!
Well, I still love the extra classes...
Anyhow,
my mind keep wondering about him.
sigh...
why it is so painful?
I'm stuck here. Unable to move on! sigh!

knowing that you never want to see me breaks my heart.
hiding behind the pillar, watching your beautiful back
which I used to lay my head on. gesturing in comfort.
Now, in my autumn wear,
knowing i could never have you,

Couldn't bear the pain any longer,
I walk away from that spot turning my back onto you.
knowing that,
there's no hope between us.

deep in my heart,
hoping the pieces of my heart
are able to transmit into your guts,
hoping that, you'll hold me in your arms once again
and never letting me go....

Is nice to know that you don't really care at all
Is nice to know that you don't really miss me at all.
Is nice to know that you gave up on me entirely.
Is nice to know that you never bother to reply my text.
Is nice to know that you get rid of me in your life.
Is nice to know that you never think of me anymore.

Friends asked me to stop trying.
Friends asked me to stop thinking about you.
Friends asked me to move on.

What more could I say?
I can't get rid of those feelings.
The feeling of being hurt.
The feeling of losing a friend.
The feeling of something being ripped off your chest.
The feeling of having tears trailing down my cheeks.
Looking through the window from inside out.
Seeing you happy with everyone else.
Completely erasing me out of your mind.
Will there be a start over or just end in misery.

Basically, I'm really busy with Election Board activities, Club reports for review camp, orientation game proposals and upcoming Graduation Ceremony ushering people. Hellish busy!
With upcoming Progress Test, I have to do well like literally!
God, Save me!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!